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Someday, Maybe

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  • A LIBRARYREADS PICK
    "If you are someone who gravitates toward emotional gut punch reads, allow me to introduce you to this spectacular debut..."—BuzzFeed

    Here are three things you should know about my husband:
  • He was the great love of my life despite his penchant for going incommunicado.
  • He was, as far as I and everyone else could tell, perfectly happy. Which is significant because...
  • On New Year's Eve, he died.

  • And here is one thing you should know about me:
  • I found him.

  • Bonus fact: No. I am not okay.
    Someday, Maybe is a stunning, witty debut novel about a young woman's emotional journey through unimaginable loss, pulled along by her tight-knit Nigerian family, a posse of friends, and the love and laughter she shared with her husband.
    "Incisive and witty. I couldn't put it down."—Lolá Ákínmádé Åkerström, internationally bestselling author of In Every Mirror She's Black
    "A masterfully woven exposition on love and loss. Nwabineli is magic with words."—Bolu Babalola, internationally bestselling author of Honey and Spice
    Don't miss Onyi Nwabineli's next stunning page-turner, ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE MYSELF, where a former kidfluencer must overcome her toxic family, reclaim her identity and, ultimately, find the freedom to be herself...
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      • Library Journal

        May 1, 2022

        Backman's The Winners revisits the small but tough rural community first seen in the multi-best-booked Beartown, inspiration for the HBO original. From Cousens (This Times Next Year), Before I Do features Audrey, who's about to marry dependable Josh when his sister turns up with the guy Audrey always wanted. With Thief of Fate, Deveraux and Sheets wrap up a trilogy about an 1840s Irish thief in contemporary Providence Falls, NC, who is tasked by the angels with righting the wrong of having lured away Cora from her intended (75,000-copy paperback and 10,000-copy hardcover first printing). Hilderbrand's Endless Summer offers nine stories serving as prequels, sequels, and interim chapters illuminating her beloved novels (375,000-copy first printing). In Edgar-nominated Kennedy's Billie Starr's Book of Sorries, down-on-her-luck Jenny Newberg (mother of the eponymous Billie) unwisely accepts money to seduce the so-called Candidate (75,000-copy first printing). Macomber gets us in The Christmas Spirit with the story of two friends, a bartender and a pastor, and what they learn when they trade places for the holidays. Second in a series set in Wishing Tree, WA, Mallery's Home Sweet Christmas features two women--one a town newbie, another home temporarily--with Christmas surprises in store (250,000-copy paperback and 10,000-copy hardcover first printing). Bringing together stay-at-home witch Lucy Caraway and merman Alex, out of his element in Freya Grove, NJ, Martin's Witchful Thinking launches a series featuring Black characters with books already slated for publication in 2023 and 2024 (45,000-copy first printing). Nigerian British Nwabineli debuts with Someday, Maybe, about a young woman struggling to recover from her husband' suicide (75,000-copy first printing). Thanks to Patterson and coauthor Safran, lonely widower Henry Sullivan and children Will and Ella end up welcoming a raucous bunch of animals and houseguests to their Harlem brownstone during The Twelve Long, Hard, Topsy-Turvy, Very Messy Days of Christmas (125,000-copy first printing). Picoult and Boylan's Mad Honey stars a wealthy wife returning to her New Hampshire hometown after discovering her husband's ugly side. In Steel's latest, a sensational young singer who hits all The High Notes must wrestle freedom from those who would exploit her, including her father.

        Copyright 2022 Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

      • Publisher's Weekly

        August 29, 2022
        Nwabineli debuts with a powerful tale of a London widow whose photographer husband died by suicide. After Eve finds her husband, Quentin, dead on New Year’s Eve, she struggles to find her equilibrium in the aftermath, turning to her close-knit Nigerian family’s support, her best friend Bee, and benzos and barbiturates to survive. Having been with Quentin since their college years, Eve feels lost, and her behavior—which leads to publishing an online article suggesting the perfect cocktail of pharmaceuticals to address grief—results in her getting sacked from her magazine job. Matters are made worse by Eve’s mother-in-law, Aspen, who blames Eve for the suicide of her only child, which complicates Eve’s already-overwhelming grief. Just when it looks like Eve will never recover, a series of unexpected events and people show her a way to climb out of the depths of despair. Nwabineli credibly portrays Eve’s gut-deep grief and her reckoning with the fact that she’ll never know what darkness lay within her partner’s thoughts. The author also skillfully sets up a series of surprising turns. The genuine displays of emotion and sharp narrative will keep readers turning the pages. Agent: Amy St Johnston, Aitken Alexander Assoc.

      • Kirkus

        September 15, 2022
        A young widow comes to terms with her husband's sudden death. College sweethearts Eve and Quentin, affectionately called Q, have been happily married for 10 years, living in London. When Eve discovers her husband's body on New Year's Eve, her life's trajectory--and their life together--is cleaved down the center into Before and After. Quentin, born to the White, "semi-royal" Morrow family, has died by suicide--and Eve had no idea he was even suffering. Eve's world shrinks down to nearly nothing as she navigates her pain, sadness, and guilt. Her close Nigerian family and best friend, Bee, hover close while she refuses to do anything or eat anything other than pain-numbing pills. Without a suicide note, Eve and those closest to Q, including his mother, Aspen--who has always been horrible to Eve and who becomes even worse in the wake of her son's death--struggle to understand how this could happen. As months pass, Eve knows that her family hopes and prays she will soon feel like herself again, and she begins to resent them despite herself: "To grieve is to frighten the people you love." An accidental discovery made halfway through the novel changes the course of Eve's life once again. The novel's second half offers a slow, hard-earned journey toward healing, which is aided by a well-wrought cast of characters who offer Eve opportunities to figure out who she is now, without Q. Though some readers may find the book unrelenting, Nwabineli's stunning insight and prose offer a true and honest portrayal of grief as vast, unending, and ever changing; she also meditates on themes of forgiveness, hope, and the endless love of family and friends. Nwabineli's debut is deeply moving, tender, and, against all odds, funny.

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      • Booklist

        Starred review from October 1, 2022
        Eve Ezenwa-Morrow is not okay. On New Year's Eve, her husband, Quentin, died by suicide. Although Eve has a strong support network in her close-knit Nigerian British family and her best friend and coworker, Bee, the realization that nothing will ever be the same has frozen her in place. Eve's sister Gloria, a take-charge attorney, does her best to run interference between Eve and her nightmare mother-in-law, Aspen, who seems determined to hurt Eve through her increasingly pushy and cruel demands, and her brother Nate, a happy-go-lucky young man, becomes Eve's rock. As time passes, Eve starts to come to terms with her emotions, but it's a stop-and-start process full of tears, anger, and memories of Quentin--until hope comes from an unexpected and surprising place. Nwabineli's exceptional debut is a heartfelt and moving portrayal of grief and recovery in all its messiness. By the end, there's a sense that Eve has made it through the worst, but there's no artificial happy ending--just a woman doing her best to move forward with the family and friends who stood with her during her darkest moments. This is an excellent choice for book clubs and for readers who enjoy thought-provoking, deeply emotional fiction.

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      • Library Journal

        October 1, 2022

        DEBUT Nwabineli's first novel opens with Eve, who has recently lost her husband to suicide. With no note or obvious warning signs leading up to Quentin's death, Eve's grief is compounded by an unsuccessful search for the meaning behind her husband's motives. Complicating the situation is her mother-in-law, who unequivocally blames her for Quentin's suicide. Yet throughout this difficult journey Eve has the unwavering support of her family, who accept her actions with patience and understanding. This novel explores many challenging topics, from suicide to mental health to interracial marriage. The author spends much of the narrative describing the all-consuming grief after losing a loved one. While the descriptions of emotions ring true, most of the characters aside from Eve feel flat. Flashbacks of the couple's courtship and marriage provide background on their relationship, but the author doesn't offer deeper insight into Quentin's reasons for killing himself. VERDICT This is an emotional story of a woman moving through grief with the help of a tremendous support system. The author doesn't shy away from difficult realities. Readers looking for a window into the grieving process will gravitate toward her story.--Sarah Stimson

        Copyright 2022 Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

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